Saturday, November 30, 2013

November Update

Just a quick one this month. Current weight is 72.0kg and measurements all still the same as last month, yet my body is changing shape. I bought two size 12 tops from Portmans last week, and a pair of size 14 jeans on ebay had to be passed on as they were too big. I'm beginning to feel really comfortable in my body, and am even looking forward to wearing bathers this summer!

Some photos from the month.
This is the dress I wore on my first date with my husband ten years ago - and now it is too big! 


Heading to our 8th wedding anniversary dinner and then to see Beyonce in concert

Color Run Perth

After my run this morning - cracked a PB 33:35 for 5km


Another thing that I have done that I would never have the confidence to do before is to get a tattoo! I have a small white ink tattoo on my wrist that I had done 18 months ago, but this is a really big piece on my back - and it hurt!!! But it was worth it.

Getting inked at Holdfast Studio in Victora Park

The final product

Sunday, October 27, 2013

October Update

So my plans for a 6 week challenge to myself went haywire the very first week thanks to a cold/flu bug that knocked me for six! Luckily I am feeling much better now, but I definitely didn't keep up with my exercise plan that I had prepared. I did monitor my eating though which I feel made a big difference in how I managed the last month.

My current weight is 72.6kg, and I have definitely noticed a change in my body shape in the past month or so. I even bought myself size 14 skinny jeans - a first in my adult life! They are even a bit loose which I love!

My current measurements:
Bust - 99cm
Waist - 98cm
Hips - 104cm
So close to all of them being under 100cm!!!


Some more recent photos


Before the Fabolous & Omarion concert

My Dad & I at Oma's 90th birthday

Mum & I

Running with Charlie at #parkrun - My main source of exercise on weekends!

Monday, September 23, 2013

6 week program

I have set myself a mini goal for the next six weeks to try and get myself into some good habits. The program basically sets out days where I will exercise (4 days a week), and sticking to under 1200 calories a day (which is pretty easy, except that they are often laden with fat!). It's only 6 weeks, but I'm hoping it will kickstart my weight loss and get me down to a size 14 where I feel that I will be a little more comfortable in my body. So here goes!

Starting stats
Bust - 100cm
Waist - 103cm
Hips - 108cm
Weight - 75kg


Monday, September 9, 2013

How much weight is too much? -aka- When is it acceptable to be who you are?

My weight loss has nearly come to a standstill, but I'm okay with that for now. I've been flat out with work and other commitments so my exercise hasn't been all that flash. If I'm honest, my eating hasn't been all that great either. I still can only eat smaller amounts, much less than a full serve, but occasionally I can sneak in a little extra, and I know my food choices aren't always the best.

I had my 12 month blood tests done today and cholesterol has gone up slightly since my last testing 6 months ago. Admittedly 6 months ago I was barely eating anything so I knew it had to go up. Part of it going up has been the good cholesterol going up though which is a good thing - mine has always been low. And my overall risk factor has decreased as a result of that. My B12 levels are still low but nothing new there.

I do need to be careful with my Coke intake. I drink probably a can maybe three times a week, but if I ever drink more than a can at a time, even just an extra half a can, I can feel my heart racing and my hands get shaky - definitely a sign that it is too much for my body to handle! I also still get headspins every time I stand up, a symptom of my low blood pressure.

Other than that, I'm still going strong and incredibly happy that I had the surgery done. Now comes the hard part - learning to live outside of the sleeve's immediate effects and learning to love my body. I am sitting at 75kg, and it seems to be a pretty good weight for me to be at. My BMI is just over 25, I run regularly and I sit between a size 14 and 16. Should I be trying to lose more weight? What is the right weight to be? Is it okay to be a size 16 and accept that? Or should I keep going until I am a size 14, or size 12, or size 10? It's all so confusing to me. I'm not skinny- will society look down on me if I stop trying to get there and just be happy with who I am at this point? Will people who don't know my sleeve history think I am being lazy by being this weight, even though it is considered 'healthy' by my doctor and BMI? There is still so much to get right in my head, to navigate how 'normal' people manage their body image and the worlds perception of what is 'okay'.

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Latest Measurements & a photo to boot!

Since my last post, I reached my goal weight of 75, and then have stayed the last week back at around the 75.5-76kg mark. I'm not too concerned, I know that I've hit it once and no doubt I will be back there in the coming weeks.

I did my measurements on the weekend, and slowly but steadily there is more improvement. My next goal is to get all of my bust/waist/hips measurements under the magic 100cm mark!

Area - 30/8/12 - 9/2/13 - 18/08/13  -  Total cm lost

Neck  -   43cm  -  38cm  -  34cm         9cm lost
Chest  -  133cm  -  113cm  -  101cm          32cm lost
Waist (bellybutton)  -  135cm  -  116cm  -  102.5cm         32.5cm lost
Hips  -   143cm  -  121cm  -  106.5cm          36.5cm lost
Bicep  -  36cm  -  32cm  -  27.5cm          8.5cm lost
Thigh  -  79cm  -  65cm  -   59cm         20cm lost
Calf  -   46cm  -  39cm  - 36cm         10cm lost

Which equals a grand total of 101cm lost off of my bust/waist/hips, and a grand total of 148.5cm lost from my body. Just astonishing!

Here's a comparison photo...

May 2012 getting ready for the Perth Wildcats Ball

At Trotters and Trifecta's a week ago



Sunday, August 4, 2013

Check in and a major milestone reached

Sorry for the radio silence recently. I have been flat out between work and an awesome holiday in the eastern states.

I achieved 50 kilograms lost as of my birthday on July 21st! That was a lovely present and something that I had been waiting and hoping for. Since then, I have lost another kilo, and am currently weighing 75.3kg, only .3 of a kilo away from my dream goal weight that I set at the beginning of this whole process.

I am still doing well, with a lot of restriction most days, but occasionally being able to eat larger amounts, depending on how I'm feeling and what the food is. Certainly nothing in comparison to what I used to eat, that's for sure! My only real complication is my low blood pressure which causes me head spins whenever I stand up, but I can cope with that. I'm due for all my bloods and have an appointment at the Bariatric Clinic in early September for my 12 month check up, so I'm sure they will look into that then.

So time for some photos!

At the MCG watching the Collingwood v Adelaide AFL game

Enjoying Murray's company on holiday

The theatre

I saw snow for the first time! Here I am wearing a giant ski jacket and pants, along with about 4 other layers underneath!

Progress photos, from before surgery, and at approx 2 month intervals since -Front on
Progress photos, from before surgery, and at approx 2 month intervals since - Side on


Heading out for drinks

I've recently started running and I've discovered Lululemon! Completely addicted now!

Saturday, June 22, 2013

Update

Just a quick one for today as I am meant to be studying! Things are going great, to be honest there isn't a whole lot to talk about. I think I will leave this blog and only pop by when I have new photos or something big is happening related to my weight loss.

My body measurements are pretty much the same, but as of this morning I weight 77.5kg! Only 2.5kg away from my dream weight! I had another first today as well - I ran at ParkRun and managed to do the 5km run in 39:23, which I was dead impressed with. I was aiming for under 50 minutes, and I managed to the whole run with only about 3-4 minutes of walking when I was exhausted half way through.

And now for the photos - I am wearing all size 16 clothing and really loving the short blonde hair!

After dinner on Friday night

From a photography session with the gorgeous Fee


Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Under 80

Another milestone reached - I am under 80kg! I hit 79.9kg on Saturday night, but wanted to be a little further under before I made it official, and today I am 79.7kg, so I think that will do it!

My measurements are down again since measuring in April - Chest is 103cm, Waist is 105cm and Hips at 110cm. My neck measurement is now 35cm!

Not much else to add except that I am off to State Youth Games this weekend which is basically three days of non-stop sport, which will certainly burn a few calories and get my body moving!

Heading to my Mum's birthday party on Saturday night 25/05/13

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Stable weight

I've been quite slack on the exercise front for the last couple of weeks since the Relay for Life. It just got so cold all of a sudden! Not surprisingly, my weight loss has stalled at the same time. I'm not too concerned about it, but I do need to start getting back into a routine, even if it is just once a week hitting the gym.

The biggest thing I have found recently is how cold I am! I guess when you lose 45kg and you don't have the padding of your body weight, you feel the outside temperature a lot more, but I really didn't expect to feel frozen all day every day. I have invested in lots of scarves, jackets and gloves to get me through the train trip and sitting in my freezing office all day, and have already had the heater on at night at home. I even bought my first electric blanket for my bed to help cope with the temperature change a little better! Not sure what I'm going to do when the cold weather really hits - it's hard to believe it's still only Autumn, Winter hasn't even arrived yet!

I've had a couple of meals that haven't sat right with me over the past few weeks, mainly because I have eaten too fast which continues to be my downfall. I am definitely learning more and more about what capacity I have and being able to gauge how much food is enough. There is a very small margin of error between feeling like I've almost had enough, to -OMG that was too much and I need to vomit.

Current weight as of today is 81.6kg with jeans and a jumper on (I'm not stripping off in this cold for my usual underwear weight!). So that is probably around the 81kg mark, which is slow, steady and reasonable. Love my sleeve!

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Progress Photos

Today's weigh in - 82.2kg, so I've stayed pretty steady over the last week or so. Also my body fat percentage is finally under 40%, cracking 39.9% on my scales today! I know it has only been 6 weeks since my comparison photos, and there isn't a whole lot of difference, but I thought I'd be proactive and get them up now at the beginning of the month.

Sep/Dec/Feb/Mar/May

Sep/Dec/Feb/Mar/May
Also some other not very glamorous photos of me from the past week

My style - ASOS tunic, funky Dorothy Perkins leggings, cheapo boots and a Sussans belt to cinch it in

David Lawrence dress and Portmans denim jacket. with opaque tights. The denim jacket was just for the ride home as it was starting to get a bit nippy
This one is a big deal for me to post - new bathers. I can point out all the things I hate about this picture, but I'm being brave and posting it. Bathers are by Seafolly, a steal at $20 including postage new from Seafolly's ebay store. And to make it even sweeter, they are a size 16!


Sunday, April 21, 2013

How much do I eat - 7 months after gastric sleeve surgery

A lot of my friends ask me about how much I can eat now that I have had the gastric sleeve surgery. Today marks 7 months since I had the surgery, and I can definitely eat a lot more than I could in first few months. That doesn't mean my stomach has stretched though. In the first 3-6 months, your stomach has a raw wound that needs to heal, which makes it quite difficult to each much food at all. Now that my stomach has healed, this will be more like what I can actually eat on a regular basis, and possibly a tiny bit more as I reach 12 months and beyond.
Before - my special treat of nachos!

After - Unfortunately my special treat didn't sit well with me so I didn't eat more than a couple of bites



Before - Baked potato with beans and salsa
After - I ate this over about 30 minutes and managed to eat just over half of the potato

Before - Small Lime Chicken Salad from Sumo Salad
After - I have picked out all of the chicken as well as some of the salad. I only had about 15 minutes otherwise I would have probably eaten a little more

Besides some very unglamorous food photos, I have stayed around the same weight this week, hovering at high 82, low 83 kilos. The weight continues to come off, but I am not as obsessive with weighing myself as I was at the beginning of this process. I am a data-oriented person so I love seeing the numbers and tracking my progress, but it's also kind of nice to just let it do it's thing now.

Monday, April 15, 2013

A not-so-weekly update

I'm continuing to lose weight, which shouldn't be a surprise to me, but I think somehow in my head I thought the weight loss would just stop once I hit my goal weight. My current weight is 82.6kg, and I am slowly heading towards being in the 70-79kg bracket. That brings my BMI down to 28.3 as well - getting so close to being in that normal range.

Now for some pretty graphs from my fitbit tracker (click on the image for a closer look).





Saturday, April 6, 2013

Reaching my goals and beyond



What to do you do when you reach your milestone? Do you celebrate? Do you set a new goal? Is the journey over? This past week I reached a big milestone for me. I set myself a goal of reaching 85kg when I had my surgery, and I am so happy to have reached that goal.

Once of the things I did when I first decided to have the surgery, was to create a goal board - a board which would provide motivation, inspiration, and remind me why I am following this path. My goal board had pictures of clothes I wanted to wear, healthy good, exercise tips, fit healthy women, babies and pregnant women, and the number 85.

My goal board was originally in my bedroom during the early weeks. I needed constant reminding about why my body was hurting so badly. Then it moved into the spare room where I get dressed in the morning, next to my makeup stand. As I got ready each morning, it was almost an affirmation, a quick glance across to keep my mind in the game. As I've gotten closer to my goal, the goal board moved to the study. For a while other things piled up in front of it, and I didn't look at it a whole lot.

Today I pulled down all of the stuff that was hiding it, and had a good look at the things I had set out for myself.


I am so much fitter than I was before. I have been taken Daisy out at night for a run, jogging several km, followed up a gentle walk at the end. It's remarkably easy to jog at this weight. I'm doing weekly Personal Training sessions at my gym, and attending gym classes like Body Balance and CXWorx

The clothes. Oh how I love the clothes. I can walk into stores and try clothes on that I could only dream about before. Nicola Finetti dresses, Sportscraft pants, a crisp Ralph Lauren shirt. Even my feet have changed, going down half a size and fitting into normal sized boots instead of  paying $300 for a wide calf version.

My food choices are a lot better. I am not a fan of takeaway food - no Hungry Jacks or KFC which were a regular item in our dinner choices. I still eat the occasional 'bad' thing, but in small amounts, irregularly. Because I can only eat small amounts of food, I like to make sure that what I do eat is excellent quality.


So what now. Well I am only 6.5 months out of surgery, so I am still in my prime weight loss zone for another 5 months or so. I'm hoping that by continuing with what I have been doing do date, that I will be able to lose another 10kg by the end of the year, and get down to 75kg. To be honest though, it's not something that I am going to worry about right now.  I love my new body, my new lifestyle, and I want to enjoy the moment. I don't want to be constantly worried about not being thin enough or not losing enough weight. My Dr at my 6 month check up said that I do not need to lose any more weight for health reasons, anything from now is just a bonus, and that is exactly how I am treating it.

In saying that, I absolutely want to keep up my fitness, and hopefully do another triathlon near the end of the year, and possibly even a short 5k fun run! Who knows what's next?!

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Progress Photos

I felt like it was time to update my progress photos so I've been going through my photos on the computer. I can't even believe how big I was before this.

Some more before photos...

Circa Easter 2011
State Youth Games June 2012
At my brothers 21'st birthday in Jan 2011
You know where I have come from. This is where I am at now.

At a concert last night

Awesome prize - love this picture!

Partying with my husband

At a work dinner in February

Ready to see how the transformation happened?



Sep / Dec / Feb / Mar - Front


Sep / Dec / Feb / Mar -Side on

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Six Month Progress Report

I had my six month post-surgery check up today which went really well. I started with the dietician, whose main concern was that I'm still not getting enough protein, and being able to get down my vitamins. I'm probably going to have to try a chewable multivitamin just to try and keep them down as tablets are still not my friend. The dietician also gave me some snack and simple meal ideas that I can use which I think will be helpful.

My exercise physiologist appointment was up next. The trainer is going to email me through my measurements and exercise improvements so I will post those when I get them. Although I haven't overly improved in some of the exercises such as push ups and squats, I think that's because I was quite fit at the time of my surgery, whereas I am still only just getting back into a gym routine now.

Another good thing is that of the 40kg that I have lost, only 7kg has been muscle, whereas the majority of people will lose a much higher percentage of muscle in addition to fat through the surgery. Keeping that muscle will help me in the long run with maintaining my body weight.

We talked through my current gym program, and that she'd like to see me getting my heart rate up to around the 140bpm mark, but that it doesn't have to stay at that rate the whole time. I've had my heart rate monitor serviced recently, so I will have to put it to the test!

Finally I saw a Bariatric Assessor, which is basically a GP who specialises in Bariatric Surgery. In other words, I have graduated from seeing Dr Valibhoy! My Dr was just fabulous - I wish he worked closer to where I live because I would have him as my GP any day! Just really open, friendly and happy to explain where it's needed. He basically said that I am perfect! In perfect health that is. All my areas of concern have virtually disappeared, and he is thrilled with my weight loss. He basically said that, considering my blood test results, it doesn't matter if I lose anymore weight, and that anything else I lose now is purely for aesthetics, I don't need to lose more for health reason, which is kind of incredible to hear!

We went through all of my metabolic results and the changes are enormous

Area    -    August 12    -    March 13
Weight    -    126.3    -   86
BMI    -   43    -   29
Neck Circumference    -   43    -   35
Fasting Insulin    -   28    -   9   ****
Insulin Resistance    -   6.2    -   <2 ****
Total Cholesterol    -   5.8    -   4.4

The fasting insulin and insulin resistance are particularly noteworthy, as this result shows that I am no longer insulin resistant, which will have a positive effect on my Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS) and my fertility! The Dr said that my results initially were very much textbook pre-diabetic, and that it has completely resolved itself! That, as well as the huge improvements in cholesterol and decrease in neck circumference (which is a factor for other issues) are really good results for me.

From the results, there are still two areas I need to work at. My HDL cholesterol (good cholesterol) is still quite low at 0.8, and needs to increase to reduce my total cardiac risk ratio. The Dr said that while this component can be hereditary (my Dad has high cholesterol as well), the best way to increase HDL is through exercise, which I hadn't really heard before. That's something I'm planning on doing anyhow, so I'm not too worried about it but will keep it in mind.

The second thing is that my B12 levels have dropped considerably. Back in August they were 329 and at the moment they are 146, and I believe normal levels are over 200. This has come up couple of times over the years so perhaps I just don't absorb it well, but the Dr has given me a script for three B12 injection which one of my friends who is a nurse can administer to me over the next few weeks.

The Dr did two things that really made me smile during our consult. Firstly he brought in 30kg of hand weights for me to hold (which I nearly dropped), and then made me hop onto the scales. It was still 10kg off what my starting weight was, and he told me to visualise what I was having to carry around with all that extra weight.


The second thing he did was show me a poster on the wall. I had glanced at it in the waiting room a few times but never really paid it much attention. He pointed to the outline on the right hand side with the BMI of 35-40 and said to me, "That's what you used to be". Then he pointed to the second from the left image and said, "That's who you are now". It was quite an emotional moment.

So things are really going well. I am still one kilogram away from my initial goal weight, but I have set myself a goal to be down to 75kg by the years end. I hope it will be quicker than that, but I'm not going to let myself worry about it. As the good doctor said today, my body is fine how it is now. I am just going to take what comes and do my best to lead a healthy lifestyle.